[paradox] – 2016

02.[nihilism]

a clear contrast appears to be evident 
It follows that the syntax is present 
life the ultimate game 
the only winning move is not to play 

experiencing subsequent conflicts 
we put a killing machine in motion 
no life matters 
or physical hunger 
life the ultimate game 
the only winning move is not to play

04.[interactions_imprint]

I do not experience anything 
other than the very recent past 
evolution has ensured that 
interactions imprint 
on any signature that I might measure 
the past is a blur construct 
which my right side 
of constant problem solving machine 
can fail to perceive 
the past is a blur memory 
of something that once had been a present 
or I do not experience anything 
interactions imprint 
on any signature that I might measure

05.[third_degree]

I question myself 
truing to assess my own credibility 
whether to extract information or simply go with the flow 
confession of guilt 
am I unwilling suspect? 
did I plan this out? 
did it just happen on the spur of the moment? 
I question myself 
truing to assess my own credibility 
whether to extract information or simply go with the flow 
loaded question that contains the unspoken 
implicit assumption of guilt 
why do I feel like that? 
and what’s the point of all this?

08.[downfall]

Amid concerns 
it might seem as if our understanding 
is set to disappear in a fog of uncertainty 
maybe its for a better choosing 
avoid a consequences 
50 / 50 
seems to be no good enough

09.[cycle]

I stare at the clock 
aware of this illusion 
the illusion consumes me 
takes something from me 
I gain nothing 
with the digital mask on 
plunged into a physical world 
I flow through time 
and mind convenient illusion 
nothing is static or certain 
anymore

11.[synchronicity]

the inner artist of our true self 
perfectly synchronised 
conscious and unconscious 
slave of duality 
is day-dreaming about meaningful coincidences 
finishes sentence before even starting it 
knowing the ultimate question 
synchronises with the whole

13.[zeroth]

the stark objectivity is somewhat disturbing 
people live immersed in illusion themselves created 
an invisible landscape 
rigid framework of daily creation 

The whole time, the only thing that is real is the mind 

the awakened mind aware of this illusion 
can modify this illusion 
immediately preceding what is regarded as first 
the essence of all 
is invisible to the eye 

the world without me 
was there before me 
and will be there after me 
entangled

16.[synapscape]

there is no reason why the complex information 
processing at the core of human experience 
should continue to be unique 
to one biological implementation 
transfer contents of my brain 
into digital device 
I no longer wish to experience this physical body 
or invisible chains of constraints and opportunities 
this physical body is holding me 
let me ascend

18.[d.a.d.o.e.s.]

you will be required to do wrong 
no matter where you go 
It is the basic condition of life 
to be required to violate 
your own identity 
It is the ultimate shadow 
the defeat of creation 
this is the curse at work 
the curse that feeds on all life 
Everywhere in the universe 
//// inspired by: “Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep?” 
by: Philip K. Dick ////

23.[paradigm]

the core of my personal wounding 
coming up into my awareness 
through my emotional body 
I fall into the old paradigm 
its like having a surgery 
being wide awake 
there are no scalpers, 
no blood 
sliced flesh or bone

26.[b’ak’tun]

the pride connected with knowing 
and sensing lies like a blinding fog 
over the eyes and senses of men, 
thus deceiving them concerning 
the value of existence 
//// Quote by: Friedrich Wilhelm Nietzsche ////